Its really funny that you should mention that. I came home from work and to my surprise he has just come home himself. He say he was quote "Paying off his Meth clinic bill b/c they called" well i know they didnt and he was back looking like he used to....Pinned pupils. Nodding out at the comp. He says the valium helped him (30mg) and the vioxx helped. 2 days ago he couldnt move out of bed b/c he was hurting so bad. Yesterday he just about raised his hand to me and had said ever nasty word in the book to me. And now I am expecting his child. I didnt want to have a child b/c of the circumstances. But he promised to be clean and done. I am in a rut.