happy b-day lisa and congrats on gettin and stayin sober and i hope you have a very happy and nice birthday today.you are livin proof that it can be done if a person really wants to do it.ive said all along that it is willpower as to whether or not a person uses or not and you are proof of this in my mind.go get some viagra and take some and give the man some and take phone off hook,put kids in bed,and then take your man and unwrap your present.how does this sound-sparky