15th June 2004
I have been off of the vikes for 8 days now. I feel terrible, I am depressed, I have cramps. Sorry don't mean to whine. I called central office for AA and asked them if they had any noon time meetings that did not have a bunch of idiots attending and the guy on the other line started laughing.
I know that this is going to be awhile to get back to normal. Over the past year I have taken ultracet, vikes some benzos. I want to be completely drug free and I do not ever want to go through this again. Although I am craving a pill right now, I am not going to do them anymore. My poor wife did not bargain for this when we got married. I hope tommorrow is a little better.
Keith
I know that this is going to be awhile to get back to normal. Over the past year I have taken ultracet, vikes some benzos. I want to be completely drug free and I do not ever want to go through this again. Although I am craving a pill right now, I am not going to do them anymore. My poor wife did not bargain for this when we got married. I hope tommorrow is a little better.
Keith
