I have been in love with opiate's for the past year and a half. Dilaudid's, hydrocodone, tussionex, and oxycontin have been my favorites. At one point i was going through (snorting) 1 80mg oxycontin a day for about a month. I have been trying to ween myself off with eith hydrocodone pills or percocets. i've gotten myself down to only 2 or 4 of either one per day. But i can't kick the habit. I have depresion, and in combination with the withdrawls, sometimes i feel suicidal. I can always get oxycontin, but i don't want to do it anymore. I feel i am close to kicking my addiction, but i need help, i need my life back. Someone please give me advice on how to completely become opiate free. On days i can't get any opiates, a xanax bar and pot helps withdrawls, but sooner or later i'll need my fix, and i'll do anything to get it. I'm sure most who read this know all about that.
HELP ME SOON!