Hello everyone, I have been on and off theese boards for the past almost 3 yrs or so, I was under a different user name first and then my account got messed up. Anyways around thanksgiving I was posting and doing great, managed to stay clean for almost 1 month (I was very addicted to tussionex and vikes for the past 3 yrs and I am only 25)Anyway I totally messed up and started taking tussionex like it was going out of style, and got my self in my very first legal problem, I am now facing felony charges, I am so scared and on top of that I quit and I am almost on the start of day 3 wds, I feel so sick like a walking corpse. I am scared I might go to jail, hopefully not because this is my first offence ever, maybe by the grace of god I will get probation or rehab. I do not belong in jail I am a good person just got really addicted to bad stuff, and im petite and really pretty, not that it matters I feel so dead inside. I am sorry to sound so morbid, I just know I can not take much more of this. Its funny I heard a song today where the singer keeps saying "someone take away theese pills and save me fom all this pain". Such a cool song, totally feel like he is singing about my life.Anyways I am sorry ounce again for this lengthy post but I could really use some support now I have never felt soo alone. :( :( Please exuse any spelling errors I am too far gone in wds and stress to fix. Bless you all and please pray for me I am so scared and alone.

Love,
Kelley

Thanks for your replies, my mom has not talked to me for almost a year. She has never really been there for me, one of the reasons I popped pills was take away the pain from all my family problems, its a long story and I am on day 3 wds and feel like I am gonna die, no joke. :eek: The tussionex is harder to wd from, probably because it is a susp. formula and I was drinking so much, and each tsp. has 10 mg. of hydro. Now I have a horrible cough, could that be part of the wd from the tussionex? Plus I have horrible flu- symptems, aches the whole horrible wd thing, and I can not sleep. :yawn: Oh well I am gonna try and lie down I feel so depressed. :(

Thanks for listening,
Kelley.