Hey Karen,

I am sorry I fell off the face of the earth. The truth is I totally relapsed and

felt too ashamed to tell you or anyone.I got more of my tussionex and went

on such a binge now I am back to square one. I feel so stupid what is wrong

with me? Now I am back in hard core wds and feel like I jut can not go on

with my life. I am sitting here my face flooded with tears and my heart feels

like it jumping out of my chest. I can not cope without my family I am soo

depressed, sorry for the drama I just can not lie, I feel like such a looser. :confused:

Luv,Kelley.