23rd November 2005
Thanks so much for taking the time Sky777 to reply to my dramatic post! I have been reading your threads too and I am sorry you are having so much trouble too.Wds stink dont they.I was perscribed Ativan a couple years ago but now I take .5 zanax.I have anxiety really bad also and going through these wds makes it a hundered times worse.I have never abused the benzos, my drug of choice in definatly vicodin.My symptems are nausia,diahrea,major anxiety,depression,my skin is crawling,insomnia and the chills.It feels like a really bad case of the flue mixed with like a serious break down! :eek: Anyways I am here for you and maybe we can help eachother thruough this,The holidays are real hard to begin with but when you are an addict they are twice as hard.I am so depressed about tomorow I have never been through Thanksgiving without my family. :confused: Now I keep thinking what if they never talk to me again.My mom said she hated me and wished she never had me 2 months ago and told my fiaunce if I ever set foot on her property or call her she will call the police.I know I messed up by doing these drugs but shes acting like im a serial killer or something.I am her only daughter and she is supposed to love me no matter what.I also keep having these bad dreams about my mom walking by me and I am calling her crying and yelling mom and she just keeps walking.Then I dream of getting a big bottle of Tussionex or vikes and feeling high and happy. :yawn: I just can not take this.Anyways if anyone could please respond tonight I will be so greatful I need all the help I can get and tonight is so hard for me.I just cant calm down.Talk to you soon I hope.
Your Friend,
Kelley. :wave:
