Thank you so much Sky777 for replying to my post.You are right I am scared of the wds I just have to be strong and get through it.I have been addicted to opiates for the pat three years.I started by abusing vicodin.Now I take six to eight of the 7.5 vicoprofens which I got from my doc.Then recently I got a bad cold and she perscribed me tussionex(which of coarse I asked for)which is time release 10 mg. of vicoden every per tsp. every 12 hrs.Now I love the tussionex even better the then the vicoprofens because the high lasts like eight hrs. and it makes you so happy and euphoric feeling.I even had the nerve to call her today and say I am still coughing(which I am not) and she called six more ounces of it into to wallgrees.I know this so wrong of me its just when I take it I feel so good and forget about my problems.My family has disowned me and Thanksgivibg is next week and am not wecome to go to my moms which I have for the past 24 yrs. of my life.I am so depressed and ashamed.You are right I need to go to a rehab but I have no insurance.Can I do this without going to a rehab if I go to meetings?Any more help from anyone is greatly appreciated.Thanks again,
Kelley. :wave: