I just posted already, but just wanted to say thank you so much everyone. I am grateful for places and People like here. I am clean today. It is a beautiful day outside, so I am going out now.....but I am definately staying off everything today. I felt so crappy last night after that dxm trip. It really was not fun. it is scarey, and a very strong feeling & emotion of like "isolation". It is really weird. I stayed off it before for almost 5 months, but as I said in my post, that I only use it as a back up, or runner up if I dont have pain pills, or Rx histussin, or Tussionex. Tussionex was what I really got addicted to. I better not talk anymore, because those feelings of what it feels like is coming into my head. I cant have that today. I love you all. Thanks!
Deb~