Hey Sara, Im so sorry that I wasnt able to say bye to you. I got very sick the weekend you left. that fri and sat. and another thing is that i dont have a computer at home, so i have to wait until i get to college to use there computers. Your ar rehab now detoxing off the pain pills. I bet there shooting you up with psych drugs now instead. I feel bad for you right now. all the pain you must be going through, because you had abad addiction. You will get through it and be A CLEAN SARA!! you never messaged me back from the message i sent u on the board about u going to disney land or rehab. Me and you are alike, regarding are family problems and not having many friends to trust. Did you make any friends in rehab? What was the experience like? What drugs did they put you on? what type of activities were there and groups? I hope your doing great!!! Im doing better!! I am sleeping now, because I am taking all my medications at once. I take Serqouel, Topamax and Trazadone. The dr took me off of my Trileptal. In another few months i will be off of my Serqouel. Are you on Psychiatris drugs? How about your boyfriend? Where do you live by the way? I live in NY!!!!! I hope there is no sneeking pills in rehab, a lot of people do that. Did you throw out all of your pain pills you used to take? It would be so cool, if you had an internet there, or we could write letters to you. Your a great person Sara!! And a great role model!!! Just keep believing in God!!! Have faith and hope! Keeep praying. Your being healed already. Is your bf a junky? or hye doesnt use drugs? Well sara im in college now and i have a class, so i have to run sweety. Love ya, Christina