26th December 2003
Hi, JOHN3:16
Well, what a surprising and Happy Christmas I had !!!!!!!
I hope you and your family had a happy one too!! If you can find the time (I thought you told me one time that you had 3 little ones to take care of ??? ),and if you still remember me (Kindaunwell ), Please write to me and let me how things are going with you....
My son surprised me by giving me a brand new wireless keyboard for my Web TV. I took apart the old one because the keys were giving me a hard time>>>> not always showing up in my messages..
I broke the old one down to the key-chip board, cleaned everything and when I put it all back together>>> nothing worked at all!! I took it apart again ( I love to "tinker" with things, and usually I can find the problem and fix it myself ), but when still nothing worked right, in a fit of anger ,I threw it against the wall breaking it into 100 pieces!!! I scared the heck outta both my son and wife! They thought I might have re-lasped, and was back too taking drugs. Sometimes when I was druged up, I did stupid things and didn't even care about the results. Know what I mean???
Anyway, I am happy to report to you and anyone else reading this message, that it now been about 35 days since I took either oxycontin(in various forms ) wearing (and eating!! ) Fentinal patches, vicodens, drinking, and the other pain killers I took (Abused )that I can't even remember anymore! I evened stopped smoking Pot!!! If you knew my life's history, this would really amaze you... I am down to Day 11 (out of 21 day weaning ) off of that Kolonopin,Captress and Xanax. I feel no side effects and don't even crave them!!! Everybody, and I mean everybody has noticed this change in me and have complimented me many times about it. It secretly makes me feel very proud! The only bad thing is I'm still having problems with insomnia.. My doctor wouldn't prescribed any type of Benzos, but did proscribed something called Trazodone (100mg.) to take near bedtime only. Do you know anything about this Drug??? Its suppose to be similar to Ambien (which had no affect at all on me ), but from a "different ) "type of drug family ???.
Sorry about this post being soo long , but I now feel Happy (Naturally ) again, I just can't stop myself from talking .....
Anyway, like I said Before, write me if you can find the time, and let me know if that stuff "sub" is still helping you!!!
Take Care
Kinda-unwell, but doing much better!!!!!
Well, what a surprising and Happy Christmas I had !!!!!!!
I hope you and your family had a happy one too!! If you can find the time (I thought you told me one time that you had 3 little ones to take care of ??? ),and if you still remember me (Kindaunwell ), Please write to me and let me how things are going with you....
My son surprised me by giving me a brand new wireless keyboard for my Web TV. I took apart the old one because the keys were giving me a hard time>>>> not always showing up in my messages..
I broke the old one down to the key-chip board, cleaned everything and when I put it all back together>>> nothing worked at all!! I took it apart again ( I love to "tinker" with things, and usually I can find the problem and fix it myself ), but when still nothing worked right, in a fit of anger ,I threw it against the wall breaking it into 100 pieces!!! I scared the heck outta both my son and wife! They thought I might have re-lasped, and was back too taking drugs. Sometimes when I was druged up, I did stupid things and didn't even care about the results. Know what I mean???
Anyway, I am happy to report to you and anyone else reading this message, that it now been about 35 days since I took either oxycontin(in various forms ) wearing (and eating!! ) Fentinal patches, vicodens, drinking, and the other pain killers I took (Abused )that I can't even remember anymore! I evened stopped smoking Pot!!! If you knew my life's history, this would really amaze you... I am down to Day 11 (out of 21 day weaning ) off of that Kolonopin,Captress and Xanax. I feel no side effects and don't even crave them!!! Everybody, and I mean everybody has noticed this change in me and have complimented me many times about it. It secretly makes me feel very proud! The only bad thing is I'm still having problems with insomnia.. My doctor wouldn't prescribed any type of Benzos, but did proscribed something called Trazodone (100mg.) to take near bedtime only. Do you know anything about this Drug??? Its suppose to be similar to Ambien (which had no affect at all on me ), but from a "different ) "type of drug family ???.
Sorry about this post being soo long , but I now feel Happy (Naturally ) again, I just can't stop myself from talking .....
Anyway, like I said Before, write me if you can find the time, and let me know if that stuff "sub" is still helping you!!!
Take Care
Kinda-unwell, but doing much better!!!!!