I do wish you luck. the first few days are gonna suck... being dope sick always sucks. Benadryl should help and skelaxin is pretty good for muscle spasms, i have some of that myself. You just have to remember that in the LONG run its all worth it. Keep that in mind during the rough times. Play some good music and take a bubble bath, that will help for the time being. It takes a lot of patience and a TON of will power. You are strong and can make it through this. Just think about the future and how happy you will be.... its the only way. I wish you good luck and you will be in my thoughts. forever and for always