I swear.... sigh. Getting off suboxone has been a nightmare for me. I just cant do it. I pick a date and then as soon as the day rolls around Im upping my dose. I want off this so much. Ive told my husband and he is going to help me but I cant get below 4mgs. I was down to 2-back up to 3, now at 4. This is wearing me out. Im so scared that Im not going to be the same person when i stop the sub. Ive been on it 2years now. I cant take it anymore. Ive gained weight and Im not getting any younger. Im thinking of just jumping at 2mgs in a week. I have 8 percocets, a script for clonidine, a script for seroquel and about 50 darvocets. Does anyone out there think this is enough and Ill be ok if i jump from say 2 or 3mgs or sub next week?