Hey everyone - my computer was down for a couple of days (didn't pay the bill, imagine that - I was curled up in a ball under the covers!!!!!) :p

I am now on day 20 of detox and feeling better minute by minute. I did have a little slip on Monday and took half a vicodin two times that day because I was just plain weak!!!! I hated myself after that and will never do that again!

I went to the Dr. Monday and he prescribed Seroquel for the depression and when I took it for the first time yesterday it knocked me on my butt!!! I was in bed all day - it almost felt like day 1 of detox all over again. I obviously cannot take that medication. I will stick to the Zoloft and try to stay on it long term and give it a chance to work.

My neighbor was grilling out the other evening and it smelled so good. I haven't really been eating the healthiest foods because I've been feeling too bad to cook a healthy meal. Grilling out sounds so good right now!!!

And Kayleighsmom - you are so right about the birds. It's so funny!!!

Tomorrow is a new day, hopefully a better one for all of us!!! :wave: