15th April 2004
hi... wonder sometimes how a stranger can care more than people i actually know...thanx it means alot, anywayim doing ok, had a little slip up, i felt my self slipping BIT YESTERDAY, guess a moment of weakness, im not gonna lie, i am ashamed of myself a bit, but i bought 6 roxicet 5 mgs, yesterday off a friend, i took 2 at noon, took 1 at 8pm, got some rest, today i got up around 9am, felt ok, did a few things around the house i had been neglecting, i then took 1 at 1030am...i know this might set me back a little bit, but im just trying to take off some of the edge..the way im looking at it right now is, hey 2 months ago i was taking 3-80 mgs pills of oxycontin a day, that is 240 mgs...today ive taken 1 roxicet 5mg...call me a cheater, but im trying hopefully by saturday i can say i aint taking nothing at all!