31st August 2003
i aM approaching day 4 i am steadily coming out of the fog if i can just get over the worst WHICH I THINK IS OVER .i will be ok i think that things might start tapering down i dont have the leg cramps and i can actually lay in bed not sleep but at least lay there until wife fades out i took 2 tylenol pms and they didnt do anything i think i am going to take a restoril and get a couple hours sleep. i started wondering where i made the mistake. my son is 10 and cant figure out why i am sick my wife told him i have the flu. i fear that i have screwed him over because of this or am i being alittle too dramatic. you know i can tell one thing and thats i am not going to know how to act around peaple now that i am clean
