The idea of being on CNS drugs for the rest of my life scares me. I was unable to kick the benzos, it was messing with my mind so bad and by day 7 I felt I was suffocating. Talk about real hallucinations. I was given Klonopin in 1998, 18 years old. I should have not been given it on a long term basis now ive been through Xanax, Valium, Restoril even Zyprexa. And the withdrawal (in the begining) resembles acute anxiety so people keep taking them thinking thats what it was. Right now I just take chips if the pills just to stay normal.

As far as Narcotics, I was given them by a doctor but not prescribed. He was a Corrupt SOB and I knew his daughter. You now know my opinion on Doctors at this time.....