20th August 2004
Hi my dear friends and fellow supporters and sufferers (sp?) I am staying strong to dosing down I thought I could do 4 7.5's yesterday..day one back after caving in, but felt barfy about 9:30pm -10pm and took one more. So I am doing 5 a day for now which = 37.5 mgs of opiates....way down from my highest of 160mgs a day. So the way I feel is yucky but bearable, I still have some intestinal issues and I hope that is a sign that I am going thru slower more tolerable withdrawls. I have about 45 left and will continue at this rate, next month I will go to 35mgs, I just wonder how long I should linger at a dose time wise before going on down....cause I AM going to do it and whip this and never get in this shape again....cause I know what I am, or that I have an addictive nature... I feel achy some, and have a terrible headache..I haven't been drinking much tea cause it seems to make me some what sick, and I want to cut out as much so I can get some sleep. I managed to go to the grocery today, and I found some anti-nauseau medicine in liquid form..phosphate carbonate I think is the main ingredient??Whatever that is?
Loaded that up and some anti-diahreea (sp?) and some quinine that comes in some homeopathic forms..I hope it works when the time comes...
anyone have an idea of a timeline that I can be done with this???
Thanks everyone for your support...I'm gonna do it..the high has no hold on me any longer..I want my normal life back!!
oh an p.s. does quitting or dosing down drive up your BP? I seem to feel my heart beats faster and feel more light headed?