13th June 2004
hello family,
i am still continuing on my withdrawal. i have reduced 42mg so far. i continue to come down 3mg every 3 days and am at 98mg now. michelle mentioned provigil and i may be put on this medicine at my next psychiatrist appt.
good luck to everyone in their battles. we all know the struggles and trials we go thru. i still read this board everyday and keep an eye on everyones situation as much as i can. in the beginning when i first stopped using i didnt have anything but this board and it was my only escape from the reality of staying clean and not being able to use or get high no more. i thot it would never get better. but it has. and i am so thankful. my depression is still a problem but i havent given up and still go to counseling every week or two.
:)i hope to keep withdrawing at this same rate until im either off methadone entirely or i start feeling sick and have to slow my rate of withdrawal. right now its steady as she goes:)
i am still continuing on my withdrawal. i have reduced 42mg so far. i continue to come down 3mg every 3 days and am at 98mg now. michelle mentioned provigil and i may be put on this medicine at my next psychiatrist appt.
good luck to everyone in their battles. we all know the struggles and trials we go thru. i still read this board everyday and keep an eye on everyones situation as much as i can. in the beginning when i first stopped using i didnt have anything but this board and it was my only escape from the reality of staying clean and not being able to use or get high no more. i thot it would never get better. but it has. and i am so thankful. my depression is still a problem but i havent given up and still go to counseling every week or two.
:)i hope to keep withdrawing at this same rate until im either off methadone entirely or i start feeling sick and have to slow my rate of withdrawal. right now its steady as she goes:)