no im not addicted to it, but i have been addicted to diazapam (valium) and was regularly smoking heroin over a peroid of about 6-8 months. i stopped a few months ago although i have slipped up a few times and went and bought a few valium here and there, i can go periods of weeks at a time without anything so i wouldnt say im addicted now. i dont feel like i NEED them anymore, just occasional think it would be nice to get a few becuase i suffer from depression and anxiety as well and ive never really had a 100% succesful treatment for these conditions from my doctor. valium just makes me feel normal again. i went to my dealer last night to get a couple of valium becuase i was feeling i bit stressed and i was offered DF118 so i bought a few of them. i dont intend to keep taking them regularly but i was feeling a bit nervous about tonight so i took one earlier to chill out a bit. i feel ok tho, not really wasted, just fine.
i think i'll just stick to one or two drinks tonight and see how i feel.

EDIT: another important question, im also on beta blockers (propranolol) for the anxiety which have been helping a bit. does anyone know if these would react badly with DF's?