Christmas is going to be great!! And a sober New Year's.............WOW!!! If you keep feeling sick to your stomach, call your doctor and get a script for Phenergan. it's for people who have the stomach flu.......it will make you very drowsy, so just take 1........and it will help a lot. The doc gave my son these when he was coming off Xanax, it helped so much. He only needed them for a few days........and be sure and eat........that helps too if you can believe it. Jello, soup, crackers and peanut butter.......bland foods.....easy stomach foods...........have a good nite and sleep tight!! Bless you!! You are in my prayers and I know tomorrow will be a brighter day!!! :)