Try not to be ashamed of yourself. In fact, try to practice good "self talk". Tell yourself you are worth it.... being off of medication is a struggle but in the long run, you will see your spirit return, and people will even mention how "different" you seem to be, but they just can't "put their finger on it" (because they have no CLUE the secret you're hiding).

I am on Day 5 of detox from a daily Lortab habit. Although I did not get as severe as others, I admit... I AM ADDICTED TO PRESCRIPTION MEDICATION!

And its OK for me at this point to admit it only online and not to the whole world. No one knew about it, no one needs to know about it (other then my immediate family).

It is truly AMAZING the support I've found here. Just keep coming back, even if you are still using... I think that will be a BIG help for you.

Love & Light.
Kelly :angel: