16th July 2007
Kathryn
Yes, Sweetie, I understand exactly where you are right now. The Lorazepam is in a backfiring mode of operation now. It will no longer relieve your initial symptoms from when you first started taking it, but instead now actually creates and causes the symptoms.
Kathryn, the benzos cause distress on our respiratory system as well as a lot of other not so good things they do. Gently, gently I am telling you that in my opinion, you are in a very dangerous place. You do need medical intervention.
[COLOR="Blue"]I'm losing my mind and ready to walk into an emergency room and deal with the money later.
Kathryn, I have been exactly, exactly in this spot and standing in your shoes. Please, please, do not let it escalate any further. GO to the ER... go. They can offer you some immediate help AND make arrangements for a detox center. The money does not balance into the equation right now. The rest of your life will be waiting for you to deal with that IF you can get some help now. It all works out, Kathryn, it truly does. The ONLY priority right now is your mind and your health.
With pray and hope
reach