Thanks to all who have given words of encouragement, and I wish all good luck in this battle. Craze I am still drinking (nightly) enough to put me into a good sleep, and since my last post my dealer has been able to get her hands on more 10's from her supplier. So I have bought more since then, meaning I am in no pain as of yet. I still plan to detox myslef come Monday (I have thirteen 10's and five 7.5's, all of which are reserved for that 16 hour workday tommorro). Also since my last post my dealer has started charging me $7 per 10mg hydrocodone, so my mind has not changed, I am still going to WD this Monday. Plan is still the same (drinking about 10 or 12 beers and popping a little lorazepam for sleep).

Can anyone share an experience of going through withdrawals but having Valium or Ativan or Xanax reserved for sleep? Were you able to sleep that 1st night?

Thanks all for listening to me again, this is the only place I share this problem I have. 1st the pain pills are gone then 3 weeks later I am kicking this drinking habit hopefully for good.

Goodnight All,

Jason