[FONT=Arial Narrow]rockingham, that's a good point. i feel like that was/is happening with me to some extent. definitely worth looking into. for the record, i tried viagra a few months ago, and though it did produce the desired effect physically, the feeling still wasn't there. however there is a new drug - "levitra" ...which i've heard is more effective for the all-around experience.

thank you for the note fisherman. i posted my update in the "octomon" thread you kindly started for me.[/FONT]