its too late for the docs at the min-its 11:15 at night here. i have had a history of anxiety and depression, all sorts of harming problems and been through assssments, GP's and counsellors like underwear, its been very stressful and has taken its toll as im also balancing two jobs one of which i deteste and am the staff weird reject in and am also incmpetant due to attetion dificultis. i was sexually abused also as a child and my counsellor thinks i am mostly disconnected most of the time around people.

when im alone and sometimes with people i am severly low, I am anxious and have ended up in bad messes. my problem right now that im deeply in need of advice right away is that, over the past few weeks ive been in a bad way and have basiccally fallen out of life and its been close calls. then once i started becoming extremely anxious and depressed at the same time i began taking inderal 80mg. i wasnt told this by my doctor though. i have used prozac and inderall in the past, the inderal only meant for cetain situations as a one off and the second time back in june when i went panicky, after a week i was bouncing off the walls and my doctor said to stop. however ive had two whole packs lying about and when it got bad i began taking them.

i took one for work every time i worked which is 4 days a week. then it started with everyime i felt anxious i took one-only ever one a day though. i never took them at the same time each day.ive only mixed it with paracetamol once-no alchohol thankfully.

anyway, one saturday i decided my doctor who is already at the end of her tether with me would be annoyed i was bein dishonest and had already lectured. when using inderal for the past 2 weeks i wasnt feeling much side effect, i had unusual dreams but couldnt tell if they made me more anxiou as i was already highly anxious. i also have health problems anyway with waves of nausea, bowel movement problems and stomach upset while eating -but they eased with inderal.i also had tired aching muscles at times and am very lethargic.

then i stopped suddenly taking them on saturday and now i am extemley nauseas, ive had a sore stomach since i stopped and its not going away. i get shooting pains every so often in my arms and legs and right through my head earlier so hard my eye shut closed. i have problems anyway with breathlesness so i wouldnt notice the difference, howevere i notice i feel tight occasionaly which i also had before along with and short of breath, im also achey in my body which i had before but maybe im just noticing it more.

i looked up what to do and it says conatact my GP and i may need blood pressure checked etc, or else to restart the dose and come down slowly-but she will be annoyed i know it and i feel like im wasting her time.im booked up all week so i dont even know how id have time to fix it.

howevere im 19 and have a ot of university work to do or ill fail i have disability appointments, work in two jobs and am also moving house this week and have just began a very indepth therapy path with my counsellor and im being slaughtered by it-im highly stresed out and its impossible to get my head straght. i feel very sick and my stomach is in a bit of pain-not unbearable but uncomfortable and i feel sore. so what im asking is-please should i call my doctor and tell her in the morning or should i leave it to play out and see what happens. i know you can give me no medical advice just some support or direction would be very helpful to me please. can someone please help soon as i need to call her first thing in the morning if im to get hold of her.

please help xx