17th February 2003
Hi Jerri.
My posting is Carri37 about Fioricet and Ultram addiction. If you get a chance will you send me an e-mail about whithdrawl and how long it takes. I believe I read that you have been through. ( I hope I have the right person, if not sorry.) I am planning on going to rehab for the second time tomorrow. I just have to muster up the courage. I am just really ashamed I let myself get hooked again and sacred and depressed. My only support system is here. I have a husband and 3 year old daughter. I am scared about the withdrawl/detox. Last time I went, which was about this time last year, I was given 1 Librium, clonidine and a multi vitamin. It was awful. I know detox is no picnic but there has to be something to help you get off. Once i get off i will stay clean. My daughter is my means for staying clean. I need to love myself enough and realize that i love myself enough to get off but right now I am just doing it for her. I am just really mad and upset that I have done this again. My husband is furious at me and he has every reason. I just want to know that I am not a bad person because this happened again. I am trying but the depression is getting to me. Your e-mails to others seemed so kind and I just wanted to send you a note.
Thanks,
Jill
My posting is Carri37 about Fioricet and Ultram addiction. If you get a chance will you send me an e-mail about whithdrawl and how long it takes. I believe I read that you have been through. ( I hope I have the right person, if not sorry.) I am planning on going to rehab for the second time tomorrow. I just have to muster up the courage. I am just really ashamed I let myself get hooked again and sacred and depressed. My only support system is here. I have a husband and 3 year old daughter. I am scared about the withdrawl/detox. Last time I went, which was about this time last year, I was given 1 Librium, clonidine and a multi vitamin. It was awful. I know detox is no picnic but there has to be something to help you get off. Once i get off i will stay clean. My daughter is my means for staying clean. I need to love myself enough and realize that i love myself enough to get off but right now I am just doing it for her. I am just really mad and upset that I have done this again. My husband is furious at me and he has every reason. I just want to know that I am not a bad person because this happened again. I am trying but the depression is getting to me. Your e-mails to others seemed so kind and I just wanted to send you a note.
Thanks,
Jill
