i'm replying towards everyones message ive been on meth almost 4 yrs 21 yrs and i did cold turkey once down in states with truck driving boyfriend. i got through it in a week.
i didn't think i would i has the full withdraw effects for the first time not knowing what they'd be like
i come back through it but as soon as i got home i did it again it was all about mental withdraw then
i made the biggest mistake then
if you can get through it for the first couple weeks i
believe it becomes easier then
i hope my dr. would never leave me in hole i always wonder what would happen if i got cut by some stupid reason like not having supply
with my dilantin for siezures it makes me w\d faster i need my drink every day now
befor i could go 1-2 days without
i also believe benzos used for withdraw is subsituting another drug that will probably make you addicted to that. but can be used really well for first week for inital w\d. i think everyone could use something for withdraw. but you'll half to face the rest eventually from my experience. be careful as perscribed medication can be dangerous when w\d come reffering to seizuers.
i'm real scared what will come of my lfe as my dr. says i'll be on for yrs to come
he also said not to get off meth as it is a fact that over 100% of addicts will go back to using within 3 yrs
he also said unless they come out with medication in future that will correcr the imbalance of endorphins that it's wise for me to stay on for now.will i ever have a life like i dreamed about people say you can live normal again but having hep c i wonder if it'll slow me down. plus you have people who judge you no matter what
being on meth has been easy then hard especially being 21. saddies