15th May 2005
Ive been trying to stay clean from codeine and unisom (like ive mentioned in the boards) and its been less then a week and I already gave in! Ive been stressing because I have 4 test next week, then finals after that, then I have to study safety stuff for the volunteer work I want to do at a hospital. Its so much studying for only a few weeks that I just wanted to get away from it all for awhile. So I ended up going back to my old way of dealing w/ every thing by taking unisom and codeine. I know when I was doing it, it was wrong but at that second nothing mattered I just had my mind set on getting away from everything. Thats the only thing that mattered. I just didnt care about nothing else. I dont think theres really any other way to cope w/ stress but does anyone have any ideas?
