2nd March 2004
Happy Tuesday, Willow!!!!
I am feeling good, up at the crack of dawn, but hey at least i sleep 7 or 8 hours a night now. It is dreary and rainy here today, so no walks for mommy and baby today! It is still pretty warm though,about 55 today they say. I have to bring my neice and her one year old to the doctors today for shots, then i will be watching him while she goes to work til about 6:30 tonight!!! Two babies under the age of 3 should keep me busy for today :eek: I don't mind, she is a very young mother, 19 years old, and I really like to help her out, seeing she is so young. I was her age when i had my daughter....
I am feeling good, everyday seems like it should...NORMAL. Even when things go wrong now, i just either take a deep breathe, or try to find some humor in the situation....my mother-in-law just had an operation on her bladder and rectum :eek: she was asking me to pick her meds up for her today....NO WAY...i'm not that strong yet to go to the pharmacy and get pain killers for her, i would be mentally a wreck, it would ruin my whole attitude. I told her to get her script thru a pharmacy that delivers. She will need my help on and off this week, so this will be a little test in disguise for me. I just know that one is too many and her whole bottle would never be enough. Plus the madness that goes along with it all is what really scares me away. We were visiting her in the hospital last night and she kept ringing the buzzer for the nurse to give her more pain meds, more pain meds, and believe me she didn't look like she needed any more!!!!! I was a little envious for a split second, but i know deep down those pain meds are poison for me!!!!! They aren't very sympathetic about me not doing pain pills anymore, but then they are all actively using still, so i wouldn't expect them to understand. Oh well, i am standing strong. I have stomach pain, now....my bentyl prescription is gone and i am feeling it!!!!! I must have destroyed my stomach or something. Maybe i will just have junkie-gut forever...who knows!!!! Bentyl was working wonders though.....i read on the internet it is also used to treat IBS, and i am wondering if that is something that i have or what.....
Oh well, i hope you are hanging in there. Had a date with your hubby this past weekend , huh???? How did that go????? Anything else new????
O.k. have a good day at work and i will talk to ya soon.
luv,
LISA
I am feeling good, up at the crack of dawn, but hey at least i sleep 7 or 8 hours a night now. It is dreary and rainy here today, so no walks for mommy and baby today! It is still pretty warm though,about 55 today they say. I have to bring my neice and her one year old to the doctors today for shots, then i will be watching him while she goes to work til about 6:30 tonight!!! Two babies under the age of 3 should keep me busy for today :eek: I don't mind, she is a very young mother, 19 years old, and I really like to help her out, seeing she is so young. I was her age when i had my daughter....
I am feeling good, everyday seems like it should...NORMAL. Even when things go wrong now, i just either take a deep breathe, or try to find some humor in the situation....my mother-in-law just had an operation on her bladder and rectum :eek: she was asking me to pick her meds up for her today....NO WAY...i'm not that strong yet to go to the pharmacy and get pain killers for her, i would be mentally a wreck, it would ruin my whole attitude. I told her to get her script thru a pharmacy that delivers. She will need my help on and off this week, so this will be a little test in disguise for me. I just know that one is too many and her whole bottle would never be enough. Plus the madness that goes along with it all is what really scares me away. We were visiting her in the hospital last night and she kept ringing the buzzer for the nurse to give her more pain meds, more pain meds, and believe me she didn't look like she needed any more!!!!! I was a little envious for a split second, but i know deep down those pain meds are poison for me!!!!! They aren't very sympathetic about me not doing pain pills anymore, but then they are all actively using still, so i wouldn't expect them to understand. Oh well, i am standing strong. I have stomach pain, now....my bentyl prescription is gone and i am feeling it!!!!! I must have destroyed my stomach or something. Maybe i will just have junkie-gut forever...who knows!!!! Bentyl was working wonders though.....i read on the internet it is also used to treat IBS, and i am wondering if that is something that i have or what.....
Oh well, i hope you are hanging in there. Had a date with your hubby this past weekend , huh???? How did that go????? Anything else new????
O.k. have a good day at work and i will talk to ya soon.
luv,
LISA
