7th March 2005
Well hello guys, like I mentioned in my post to electricguy last week, I was dropping the sub because I have simply had it with the F***ing pills. Now I was on the sub for 13 days before my decision to stop, I believe electric guy was on for only a week, so my withdrawal may be less severe, ...... Fri as previously stated a little nauseous and just generally lethargic, sleep was difficult but 4 bayer PM's helped ah sleep a wonderful escape. Saturday, whoa no energy at all, my son was moving out and I had to help him carry some heavy stuff, his mattress felt like a Buick! Luckily he hasn't acquired too many worldly possesions. After that I just basically sat and watched TV all day, I have this feeling like I just wittnessed a horible accident or something, its really weird, trying to sleep Saturday night it took about 3 hours to finally doze off, I kept jolting awake like someone stepped out in front of my car. Sunday more of same low energy, wife and I tried a walk on the beach, we usually go 2-3 miles, maybe we went about a half mile before I said lets just sit here for a while, which we did, back home more TV, early to bed..9:30 or so, sleep came aliitle easier.....Here I am monday morning , bright eyed and bushy tailed NOT lol, but I'm here and going through the motions, my employees think I'm getting over the flu.....I guess the main question is has any one else had this feeling of having seen or done something really horrible?I feel guilty whats up with that? and when will it pass?
