26th February 2007
LOLOLOL pucca!!!!!!!!!!
me in spandex?????? ????? thanks for the laugh, but try a pair of slacks and a suit jacket, or if it were summer, a skirt and a shirt! those are my "uniforms"....lol
but if you don't quit doing that stuff with ice and salt, lemme tell ya, i CAN come over there, and, and, ..... you ain't gonna do that stuff no more, ok?
now, you say you're doing that stuff to hurt yourself so you don't feel the emotional pain. well, now you're hurting physically. is it worth it???
last night when i recommended for you to buy some bacitracin to put on the skin, it was probably too late there and everything was closed. here, we have pharmacies and stores that are open for 24-hours.
go to a store/pharmacy today and get a tube of that, and if the skin is not open, or broken apply some on it. then, i'd suggest you go to the emergency room. if you have to make up a story as to what happened, do it, since you'll probably be embarrassed to say what you did to yourself, and people won't understand, and you'll be afraid. i'm not at all comfortable with telling you this (to lie) but i feel for you, since you're struggling so damn hard these days, and i don't know why.
and i still think you should tell your parents. you BETTER tell you counselor tomorrow that you didn't tell your parents about any of this!!!
let us know how it goes tomorrow, and PLEASE don't do it anymore!!!!!