11th May 2003
Yeah...it's all so weird. I mentioned that I had NEVER been allergic to anything except Codiene Cough Syrup...it made me itch. Clearly, I have drug sensitivities. Anyway, I took Depo for ONE year and looking back I remember every once in a while I noticed something on my ankle that looked like a ringworm. It would itch like crazy and disappear. I didn't know it was hive. It was, because THEN...one month after my fourth and LAST shot (when the depo reaches its peak serum level) I started with hives all over EVERY DAY, NO MATTER HOW MUCH MEDICINE I TAKE. I tried Clarinex and Zyrtec and Claritin and Periactin. At the moment I am taking Allegra, Atarax, Benadryl, and Sinequan. My Dr. is amazed that I am able to function. I am awake...but my brain is not what I'd call "sharp." I pretty much just watch a lot of TV. SO...now I'm hoping it is the Depo. When I saw my first and second doctor, one of the first things they asked me was if I was on the pill. I wish. I had to be a genius and take Depo-provera. WHY??? I could kick myself in the arse about now. I went from being a really laid back, well-adjusted individual to a monster. I gained 30 pounds, my night time vision became awful, I was easily agitated, anxious, etc. Basically, I had every side effect listed on the side effect list. I have since found out that about 1% of the people who take it develop urticaria. Lucky, lucky me. My point, at long last, is that my second doctor didn't think it was the depo because "it's just like what is already in your body." Yeah, right. It is a man made SYNTHETIC drug. All I'm saying is that it COULD be the depo. Believe me, if someone could actually TELL me what is causing these hives, I'd be more than happy to say, "Oh, okay...it's not the depo." Anyway, my doctor also thinks it's odd that NOTHING, not even 60mg a day of steroids kept the hives away. I guess not if there is a bunch of chemicals sitting in my body. Also, I cannot, at this time, begin to answer how I convinced myself that NOT having a period was OKAY. Geez, I never thought I'd look forward to having one, if it ever comes back. I'm just trusting that once my hormones are balanced and that crap is out of my system, I will be alright. Really, I am at a point where I would GLADLY take an antihistamine every day for the rest of my life if it would actually WORK. I live in Louisiana, and it's getting pretty HOT and I am still wearing jeans and long sleeved shirts every day because I look like a big splotchy mess every morning. BUT!!! I am thankful every morning when I wake up and my eyes and lips aren't swollen. I've had a handful of those mornings, and boy...GOOD TIMES! I just want to be my old self again. But, I know there are people who have much bigger problems than I do, so I should really shut up with my incessant whining. I guess I just feel like I can actually put this out there to people who have this problem, because people who have never had chronic hives cannot truly understand. ALSO, I suppose I have this tiny hope that one of you will tell me the magic answer [img]http://www.healthboards.com/ubb/smile.gif[/img] If I find it, I'll be sure to let you know! Good luck all...
