17th July 2004
Hi Stacy,
Sorry things aren't going so well... you mention that you are seeing a dermatologist... do you also have a rheumotologist? Correct me if I'm wrong, but it sort of sounds like the doctors are treating your symtoms instead of trying to stop or slow down the disease. Have they tried you on any of the disease modifying drugs (DMARDs). I have not tried Enbrel for the same reason... my insurance doesn't cover injectables beyond insulin... and with regards to insurance... RA and PA appearing on a private health or personal life insurance application will get you declined almost immediately. (JOY)
You shouldn't have to live with 365 days of constant pain when there are approaches to this disease that can at least slow it down or suppress the symptoms. Has your doctor ever tried putting you on prednisone short term to try and break your cycle of inflammation? ... and again, has anyone prescibed any DMARDs? I've been on Methotrexate and Arava in combination and have no more problems with the psoriasis part and have mostly pain free days (short of over doing it no and then) The biggest hurdle to living and dealing with this disease is stopping the damage it does long term. Treating symptoms alone does not protect your joints pver the long haul.
Rereading your entry, I feel so badly that you are dealing with so much daily pain. During my first 2-3 years with PA I only used NSAIDs...I didn't want any part of the long list of possible side affects from the DMARDs. I was exhausted and in pain most of the time, and very bummed that life was passing me by. When I finally swtiched rhuemies, I told him I was willing to try anything that would allow me to have fun with my three boys and husband again. There are a lot of drugs out there that can be used or tried. He layed them out as good, better, best..... which also seemed to follow inversely as to the amountof possible side affects. However, for me it became quality of life. With careful monitoring (blood tests and doctor visits) you can minimize any complications that may arise from those drugs. I'm 43 now, and when I think back to how I felt, walked... I felt like I was 83. Can this disease go away or go into remission. I guess it can, however, I haven't heard of it happening to anyone that I know. My biggest regret in the 7-8 years that I have been dealing with this disease is that I wish I would have foresight to be more aggressive with my treatment from the very beginning.
Try to be realistic and optimistic... stress can really do a number on your body. You can't turn back the clock or make this go away. But you do have the hope for a better tomorrow. I always look out at the world and I'm thankful it's only PA that I'm dealing with (in light of all the other diseases that are out here.) Reach out and try to comfort or help others,... it often seems to lighten the load your feeling on your own shoulders.
I do believe that there are treatments out there that can reduce and control all the symptoms you are going through. ... and yes, 7 years later I do feel better now than I did during those first years... and I believe you can feel a lot better too! Hang in there and keep us posted! Renee
Sorry things aren't going so well... you mention that you are seeing a dermatologist... do you also have a rheumotologist? Correct me if I'm wrong, but it sort of sounds like the doctors are treating your symtoms instead of trying to stop or slow down the disease. Have they tried you on any of the disease modifying drugs (DMARDs). I have not tried Enbrel for the same reason... my insurance doesn't cover injectables beyond insulin... and with regards to insurance... RA and PA appearing on a private health or personal life insurance application will get you declined almost immediately. (JOY)
You shouldn't have to live with 365 days of constant pain when there are approaches to this disease that can at least slow it down or suppress the symptoms. Has your doctor ever tried putting you on prednisone short term to try and break your cycle of inflammation? ... and again, has anyone prescibed any DMARDs? I've been on Methotrexate and Arava in combination and have no more problems with the psoriasis part and have mostly pain free days (short of over doing it no and then) The biggest hurdle to living and dealing with this disease is stopping the damage it does long term. Treating symptoms alone does not protect your joints pver the long haul.
Rereading your entry, I feel so badly that you are dealing with so much daily pain. During my first 2-3 years with PA I only used NSAIDs...I didn't want any part of the long list of possible side affects from the DMARDs. I was exhausted and in pain most of the time, and very bummed that life was passing me by. When I finally swtiched rhuemies, I told him I was willing to try anything that would allow me to have fun with my three boys and husband again. There are a lot of drugs out there that can be used or tried. He layed them out as good, better, best..... which also seemed to follow inversely as to the amountof possible side affects. However, for me it became quality of life. With careful monitoring (blood tests and doctor visits) you can minimize any complications that may arise from those drugs. I'm 43 now, and when I think back to how I felt, walked... I felt like I was 83. Can this disease go away or go into remission. I guess it can, however, I haven't heard of it happening to anyone that I know. My biggest regret in the 7-8 years that I have been dealing with this disease is that I wish I would have foresight to be more aggressive with my treatment from the very beginning.
Try to be realistic and optimistic... stress can really do a number on your body. You can't turn back the clock or make this go away. But you do have the hope for a better tomorrow. I always look out at the world and I'm thankful it's only PA that I'm dealing with (in light of all the other diseases that are out here.) Reach out and try to comfort or help others,... it often seems to lighten the load your feeling on your own shoulders.
I do believe that there are treatments out there that can reduce and control all the symptoms you are going through. ... and yes, 7 years later I do feel better now than I did during those first years... and I believe you can feel a lot better too! Hang in there and keep us posted! Renee
