I'm sorry about the way your feeling. I know I felt the same way when all hell broke loose on face over the last 4 months. I couldn't eat, sleep or even concentrate because I was so depressed all the time. I had tried everything under the sun to get rid of my acne (OTC topicals, prescription topicals, antibiotics, BCPs) but it just seemed to worsen and things were looking hopeless for me. I stumbled across this board one day at work and started reading about everything. Because of this board, I found what I think is a miracle cure for me! I never would have come across it on my own. Now I'm almost totally clear and scars are fading fast. Take the time to research on this board and I'm sure you'll find your cure too!

What worked for me:
Spironolactone ("Spiro") 50mg/day
Apri BCPs
Aspirin Mask every other day over my scars and once active spots.

Don't give up hope, you will find a cure! If your a girl... I highly suggest you talk to your doctor about Spiro & BCPs... seems to be almost fail proof!