Thanks all. I am taking a plethoria of ADs including 40 mg paxil, 25 mg anafranil, and ativan (as needed). Lately, it's been needed! :) I was pretty upset last night. I took another ativan this mornng because I wanted to ask my boss a few questions about my review. Right now I'm flying on the "I don't care" high of ativan. I'll tank when it wears off. I guess I'm disappointed because after a rough period I was really starting to feel good about my job. I felt useful and a part of the team. Then I get this scathing review.

He went so far as to say I cannot read the newspaper at my desk before my workday begins. I'm the only one here that early and only read what I didn't get to on the train. He's only seen me do this once or twice and I quickly put it away. Then he said "Analysts don't leave at 4:30." and he wants me to stay later. I have an hour long commute home so that would really suck. The other analysts here are college kids who live close by in the city. They have different home lives than I do. I have a husband to cook for, etc.

I just wish somebody could understand. Sometimes I feel my boss is just looking for little petty things to pick on me. I used to love this job. :(