Hi Dave

yes I think I got the last one before I went. The doctor we thought was on our side was a woman psychiatrist in the old nasty pain clinic. She has my Gp under her control and she was there along with head anesthtist from nasty hosp and the new head PM for in akl. They were all there. They are calling me an addict now, and they said to my mum when I went out f the room as I finaly got her in, I was crying so much that I was seeing different docs for pain meds, well yes I have but both my GP and her are part time and so I was not getting meds and going without so I had to go elsewhere a couple of times. They also sent me to a GP who treated me like an addict due to the swedish pain doc who was saying I was morphine in tolerantetc. and I hated him so I went elsewhere.
here they dont have contracts and pain docs are so few.
Dave we have let the minister know and he is appalled, and said played into his hands.

this is such a mess, I am going to see my gastro specialist next week who diagnosed me andask him to support me, as he has done to the minister, the woman shrink was supposed to make sure akl was independant but she spoke to them after we saw him and it was so nasty now its terrible, I believed I would finally get a pump, I am so crushed.
They said to my mum, well with the pump she may be paralysed, get an infection, and go hunting for meds eg morphine...... i am devestated dave I really am. They have character assassinated me you name it that woman has called me it narcissistic...yeh right..

i just dont see a way out
I cant get actiq or injections at home we are in the country and theres noone that could do it unless I misunderstand you

debs :(